everything feels changed. our whole world. i feel like a different person. transformed.

the idea of laying in bed with a snuggly newborn is so romantic, but truly resting all day is hard for some reason.

This evening Matthias told me he really looks forward to walking in from work & Eliot being excited to see him. I have a feeling it’ll be happening sooner than he thinks.

Sometimes he just wants to be held.

I caught the giggles- like, body shaking silently trying to hold it together giggles

Power Hours have begun with our team and gosh, I try not to work before noon because our mornings are *so so so* precious to me, but while I’m running towards Gold, I think I’ll have to make this exception.

There is definitely a voice in my head that whispers if I fail after bringing y’all along, I’ll be humiliated... But I am telling those thoughts exactly where they can go. 👎🏼🔥

…if i waited for the days i felt pretty enough to be in a photo to take our daily pictures, instead of having 172 days of of them, we’d have only a small handful. if i waited until creativity inspired me to take our photos, it’s likely we’d have likeee 30 photos…

Matthias finished up getting the stick trailer thing together today while I hung out with Eliot. Do all my Saturday entries sound similar?

thinking today about rhythm versus schedule. finding our rhythm in this season, a little family of three (and a half).

we have a meeting tuesday to see the house model in 3d & we are both so excited. it’s so strange & wonderful to be in this season of life.